A letter from Jul 13, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hey, how are you? Lemme tell you what's been happening recently haha. So you are currently in the dissertation period of your master's in Edinburgh, which is CRAZY. Yesterday I went to Daniela's birthday party and it was fun. I initially went with Sarah, but then came along, I met Gargi, Janika, so many people, Joseph, some more people who probably will be irrelevant in life lol. But yes, I am glad I went because I had so many reservations about going. I hope you do have something figured out by now because I'm so lost currently. The world is not the best, so I'm just hoping for the best. You did have a SEPTUM piercing! So that is great, but I removed it recently since I'm moving back with Mamma and Baba. I hope you are doing well, really. I hope life comes together. I hope you have at least one publication in the works and do some internships or volunteering in Glasgow, we do have a PhD to do after all! One thing is, hoping you better yourself, is being dependent on AI! I KNOW it's been weird. I do want that to fix itself. Honestly, Edinburgh was not the best for you in the beginning, but it did teach me to be alone. I still am not there entirely, I still don't like silences, but I have gotten better at not spiralling. Secondly, let's try to work on your midsection area. IDK, I physically just wish to fix that one bit about myself. Jyo came and visited. It was not the best time, but it was fine. I have my dissertation left and want to get an essay published or something. I hope I do find a part-time job or a volunteering gig because, yeah, that would be nice, honestly. I just hope you are doing better mentally and find a job soon, or have something going on in your life. I yeah its not been the best day i just hope you are doing better! Hope you get a distinction in dissertation that would be really nice.