A letter from Jul 12, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Did you marry him? Did everyone cut you off? Are you happy? I’m sitting here by the window, my stomach is in knots. Idk what to do. I want to move on with my life but I’m afraid of how it’s all going to go down. I want to throw up. But I have to be brave because everyone else will go on with their life. And me? Everyone moves on but I’m always afraid of this one or that one’s opinion. I need to do this for me. I love him. He loves me. He wants to make me happy. And he’s an amazing person. I have to do make this decision. I just hope I stay alive.