A letter from Jul 09, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Well past past and past me don't sound like it was fun back there!!!!! **** you survived all manner of **** and people. It appears right here right now I'm aware of my naivety and vulnerability how this leaves me weak in the face of others with invisible agenda's tell me you dont just see through them and say nothing. Most of them weren't even bright enough to know they had agendas. I feel like I've found something here some place and time where I can use my voice. Although I'm alone so there is no one to reflect that off!! Feeling a bit raw about the BS situation bull **** is about right I think. Several years of "scouse pretend" has come to a halt. Don't know what else to say about that hope you've got it covered and are spending quality time with people who can and want to be beside you not just have you beside them so they don't need to be alone. Counselling started again just had my second session another 4 to go so that's a positive. Hopefully you're continuing to develop What about those mints seems like some crazy **** is it still kicking off. How did the July Challenge end are to toned and **** as **** yet? Anyway big man I've got today so you inherit a less ***** and more positive tomorrow. Did I walk from Poland to Berlin? You're a great man John Deane Chin up keep smiling Love you