A letter from July 9th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, kinda wanna kms rnn😛😛 anyways does it get better because if not I might actually be dead within 2 years max. there's no way I can continue living if life's gonna become worse, what's there left to live for if nobody wants me also do I still hate my self image? like do I still hate my body, I just want to feel normal and feel seen by somebody. please don't judge me future me I'm kinda desperate for anyone to genuinely care about me, I just want to feel wanted ykk?? like don't get me wrong I have people around me but they make me feel lonely😓 please save me I'm dying to get out of here. wonder if I'll ever actually see this message