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Hey,
I just read our letter from 2020 > 2025 (now) and I started sobbing. I'm not sending this that far so I'm sure you remember but I just had one of the the worst years of my life.I've done some growth more recently but I graduated and I just felt so lost. I rushed into getting an apartment and staying in Portland for no reason. I've been working at Starbucks which is wrecking my body working only 15 hour weeks and still being in pain all the time, and just incredibly depressed even after anti depressants and therapy. Cleo is a ******* nightmare and I've been waiting atleast 10 months to get the **** out of this apartment with her. I have no idea who I am or who I want to be. I feel like I have nothing to show for all my work making it through school like everyone told me to do.I'm moving home in a few weeks and for a while I was excited but I'm kind of dreading it too. I don't want to be here in this apartment with the most dramatic self centered stubborn onlivious judgemental passive aggressive person I've ever ******* met in my life, but I don't wanna be back at my parents house either. I miss family so much though. It'll be good for me but I still just don't know how I'm going to climb further than that. Every "real" job sounds like ******* hell and I just don't have the energy to do both. I eat like **** cus I have no appetite and I spend entire days in my room and hours in bed. I don't know what I'm gonna do but I guess I hope you've made an improvement since moving back. I don't expect an album or even a song or playing any shows or anything cus that does not matter, I just hope we're doing a little bit better so you can look back at the progress you've made in a year. Cus I look back to before I graduated right now and I used to be so much happier.
ik it's a little bit stupid but remember your forward moves and away moves from the happiness trap and think about your values. In climbing we are brought to life. (wait how was the eden perfume omg)
okay goodbye and good luck,
I know we can do great things Nat but it's okay to move slow. I'm proud of how far we've come.
I just read our letter from 2020 > 2025 (now) and I started sobbing. I'm not sending this that far so I'm sure you remember but I just had one of the the worst years of my life.I've done some growth more recently but I graduated and I just felt so lost. I rushed into getting an apartment and staying in Portland for no reason. I've been working at Starbucks which is wrecking my body working only 15 hour weeks and still being in pain all the time, and just incredibly depressed even after anti depressants and therapy. Cleo is a ******* nightmare and I've been waiting atleast 10 months to get the **** out of this apartment with her. I have no idea who I am or who I want to be. I feel like I have nothing to show for all my work making it through school like everyone told me to do.I'm moving home in a few weeks and for a while I was excited but I'm kind of dreading it too. I don't want to be here in this apartment with the most dramatic self centered stubborn onlivious judgemental passive aggressive person I've ever ******* met in my life, but I don't wanna be back at my parents house either. I miss family so much though. It'll be good for me but I still just don't know how I'm going to climb further than that. Every "real" job sounds like ******* hell and I just don't have the energy to do both. I eat like **** cus I have no appetite and I spend entire days in my room and hours in bed. I don't know what I'm gonna do but I guess I hope you've made an improvement since moving back. I don't expect an album or even a song or playing any shows or anything cus that does not matter, I just hope we're doing a little bit better so you can look back at the progress you've made in a year. Cus I look back to before I graduated right now and I used to be so much happier.
ik it's a little bit stupid but remember your forward moves and away moves from the happiness trap and think about your values. In climbing we are brought to life. (wait how was the eden perfume omg)
okay goodbye and good luck,
I know we can do great things Nat but it's okay to move slow. I'm proud of how far we've come.
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