A letter from Jul 06, 2025

Dear Macen, 3 years ago, this kid who is moving back to St Anthony's wants to make a prediction about themselves. The very same kid who was obsessing over spiderman, madly in love with this girl named Braelynn from Ripon EL, and has just blocked all of his classmates. The reason he did this is because he wanted to change, he doesn't want to be the one kid that has his shirt on in the pool, or gets constantly shamed of their weight. He wants to show them that he is really able to make a difference. Im wondering myself if I have change the way I wanted to. Now, my hobbies at this moment are volleyball, basketball, cleaning garbage bins for money, and more. I know I don't have that much hobbies but I really enjoy the people around me. Is ur room just as basic as it was, or have u really changed. I know your going into highschool and have just graduated, but instead of crying over every little thing younger you has done, you should learn to look forward instead of looking back. He has recently gotten in baggy clothing and music kinda. He wants to learn how to crochet, draw better, and guitar. Now, Im wondering if u dated more people, and gotten better at setter in volleyball hehe. Now, I have been thinking alot bc of dad saying I'm getting my phone when I'm a senior in HS, but I feel like I've already been left out just because of not having a phone, such as 6th grade where I'm in a public school and I have to constantly borrow someones phone repeatedly. But, let me put you into perspective in my life on July 6th 2025. Im thinking of my old classmates and crying, playing marvel rivals, valorant, Minecraft, and sometimes roblox with Maddie and Marko, Im 151 pounds at this moment and remember it every time. this is it, and I hope u live a great and happy life