A letter from Jul 06, 2025

Hi Kai, Merry Christmas! I hope when you see this, you're still breathing. i feel so unmotivated today, almost every day. you know that. ginawa ko lang ’to kasi nakita ko sa email ko🥺🥺. are you okay? how's life? do you have someone special now? please tell that you're still a lesbian, there's no way you're going to be a bisexual. we LOVE girls. areeee you still alive??? how's school???? naka honors ba tayo? i just want to say na I'm proud of us na naka abot pa tayo ng pasko, please don't give in to the desire of giving up. i hope that we can find the meaning of our life, maybe not know — but we will soon. i know that you probably had survived all of those reportings, even if we didn't do well I'm still proud of you. huwag susuko please, napahiya na tayo and linalabanan natin yung fears natin, baka now pa tayo sumuko ha? we already did so many things, it might not that deep to others but it meant a lot for me and you. With love, July Kai