A letter from Jul 01, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are going through your good joyful days when you are finally proud of yourself. its 12:50 am right now and i'm sitting on my bed and just won over my perfectionism to write something. i did it yay!!! Btw my English is not perfect so I hope you are brilliant enough to correct it now. Also, did you finally reach to a conclusion about your future career? I think you'll follow your passion because I know you do! You are a kind of person to do that. I hope you finally feel enough. I've never been so kind to you, I forced you to be more than enough for others eventhough it sometimes didn't turn out greatly. But I hope you feel better now. I have many great hopes for you: you'll become successful, you'll be better at communication plus your social skills will be better, you'll be loved by good people, you'll be in a friendship you've always wanted, you'll be rich ( both financially and mentally ) because more money, more new books and perfumes, I hope you're known for your knowledge and your deep personality. Currently, this is how I want to be. I want more knowledge, I want to have the confidence of talking about my thoughts and opinions without confusing people. I hope you are confident about your looks. I hope you are wise and knowledgeable enough that your classmates call you almost a scientist lol. It's a good wish for you, for us. I know you've always wanted to learn more. I know you've always wanted to be "known". I was reading an article about individualism, what are you reading now? I hope your writing skills has gotten better that you can write a story metaphorically. But don't worry my dear. It's never late for improvement. Don't be disappointed in yourself and pleaseeeee never give up please don't let anyone stop you from success. Don't give up over a person especially a boy. Please, please PLEASE. you are loved sweetheart but you need independence and success. You're not meant to be a housewife. You are special, beautiful and talented. Someone who never made you feel enough is telling you this:) I hope you never give up. I'm proud of you. Btw I'm very curious about you. Are you mentally and emotionally stable? Are you dealing with attachment issues like I'm doing rn? Has your anxiety gotten worse? Also don't be stressed over Konkur, I know you can do this because you got the potential girl! I hope 11th grade was fine for you like tenth grade was okay with me ( not brilliant but meh. ) Anyways, I read something yesterday that I'm putting here for you: "the worst thing I'm the world can happen. But the next day the sun comes up. And you will eat your toast. and you will drink your coffee." With love and hugs, your past self.