A letter from June 29th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hey Summer. How's life? Just a bit of a run down on life. You finally live alone now in a house that you rent with bubba, he still has his skin issues but you have taken him to the vet and are trying to get it under control. I'm thankful for now finally living alone after living with our ex fiance, I do wish him well though even though things went down bad. You and David tried dating, it just wasn't it for you guys. He and you just can't stop butting heads together so that's a no go, he went back to travel nursing anyway plus now he's living back home with his parents which whatever, it's for the best. You have sworn off men for a while and dating because it's just not going well with your addiction issues. How is that going now? Are you finally sober from alcohol? Right now you've made it 4 official days without alcohol. That's the longest you've gone without alcohol in 6 years. I'm so happy and I really want to keep it up. I'm tired of ruining my life with this, I'm tired of hurting others around me, and I can't keep putting myself in such danger anymore like that. You have somehow made it this far with God's grace and you need to take it seriously. Not everyone gets as many chances as you've gotten and you need to start taking care of yourself. I'm 26 right now and I still have time to get my act together. I'm scared though, it's been hard these past few days without drinking. The shaking, shallow breathing, nausea and vomiting, my head has been ******* me, my whole body aches so bad, the fevers and chills, the constant weak feeling. I just need to get past this hard withdraw part and it'll get better, I know it will. I really hope you stay strong and keep going with your sobriety. I'm so excited to tell Dr.Q about how many days sober I am this coming week! I hope he'll be proud of me. I hope you went back to school by the time you read this and go into radiology. Love past you ❤️