A letter from Jun 26, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I want to ask u, how can u moved on from me so fast? how can you entertain girls as if we never happen? how can u act all well n fine after everything? God, if only u know how much I hated my self for what happen to us. if only u knew how much I constantly ask my self if I'm worthy of love? if I was enough? if I really deserved all of this pain and suffering? If only u knew, how much I question my self. how I doubt my self. how I hated my self each day. I can't sleep without a heavy heart every single day. everything feels heavy after stalking your tiktok. after seeing all the girls you followed and add. i can't sleep well after knowing that ure entertaining girls as if I never matter to u . you're the worst adiam. now I know what sherene felt after knowing about me. you tend to run away like a coward, you tend to use the "I'm gonna focus on myself, im not ready for this" lines. you were really never the man I thought u were. you're just the same as my past. I hate this version of u. I hate the person u become rn. you're a stranger to me now. u become different and worst.