A letter from June 25th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Society fources you to focus on the wrong things and your complying. You need to learn to put you first. A week ago you were ill at work and a coworker looked at me and said "If you push yourself and die we will just replace you and the same way we are here laughing and telling jokes with you is the exact same way will will laugh with the new person and laugh with them" do you remember that? 
that struck something in me. I'm giving my all to this job, my all to save, my all towards my future but I'm not looking out for the present me.
I hope I've learned to put myself first because if we're being honest to ourselves no one else will. 
so stop pushing away every guy when it seems like it's getting serious, take that trip, put on your nicest dress and go to dinner by yourself. go for ice cream just because, write that book- who cares what others think. 
it's okay to be nice to you, putting on something nice and going to eat food that you like won't stop your progress nor your dreams. 
just be happy and stop thinking about others so much, think about you. 

xoxo