A letter from Jun 23, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hope you're doing well Today...or let's just say this week, I've been feeling quiet left out in my family and like some stuff is making sense...it socks being the eldest and a daughter...basically my parents only seem to properly acknowledge my existence when they need work...help with setting the table, bringing stuff they forgot or basic tasks...and my dad always remembers those task right when I'm about to sit or already seated after doing something...my bro comes out of no where and yells as well but he isn't scolded as much as I am...I'm always targeted in each and every thing...they'd jokingly or seriously blame me even for the mistakes done by my siblings, and when we're on the way back from school and I speak? I'm either ignored, taunted, or my dad interrupts with his own topics and my mom doesn't even bulge...he constantly goes on threatening to beat me...lokey toxic patriarchal mindset...it for some reason triggers me, I don't like being reminded of authority...I've honestly given up on them...let them raise two children and I'll just exist... That's all Just wanted to let it out since they won't hear it anyways Bye