A letter from Jun 22, 2025

Dear FutureMe/Kazmir, I know ngayong araw na ‘to ang bigat bigat ng pakiram*** mo. You realize a lot of things, all of that is connected to ley—your greatest love. 9months ago natalo ka, not a game but— a certain and genuine love. Natalo ka sa bagay na akala mo magaling ka na, ang mag mahal at umintindi. Hindi pala ikaw ang pinaka magaling kaz, ley’s the one who’s so much better than u. Sa loob ng 9 months na ‘yon u have distracted yourself and it always ends like this, masakit at mahirap—lalo na pag naaalala mo s’ya. Kaz, just want u to know right now na i hope u are over it already. The pain and yearning of the past should stays there. It’s almost a year na kazmir, itigil na natin ang pag papanggap na okay ka pa. Cause ik u are not really okay, u are broke by alot of things before he came into your life. U felt heard, loved, and u feel the need to be seen kahit alam mo sa sarili mo na okay lang sayo na bts( behind the scene) ka. When u are with him u found a certain, a love that u know that will understand you and help u. Naramdaman mo lahat ng bagay na gusto mo maramdaman, sakanya mo nahanap ang mga bagay na dati mo pa inaasam. But kazmir, u need to let go—for the future future u. You need to accept that ley is okay na without u, u need to help yourself to move forward. Don’t stay sa mga words, actions, and memories u made with him. ITS ALL GONE KAZMIR, U MESSED UP— BUT U PROVE YOURSELF TO HIM. YOU MADE AN EFFORT TO SHOW IT ALL, THAT’S THE ENOUGH REASON TO MAKE HIM COMEBACK. did he? HE DIDN’T, BECAUSE HE’S FINALLY OVER IT. Don’t let your emotions and past memories with him **** u. Kazmir, hindi mo ikakamatay ang pag let go sa nararamdaman mo—mas ikakamatay mo ang patuloy na paghawak dito. Hayaan mo na s’ya, hayaan na natin sumaya s’ya. You need it too, to be happy and loved. Gave other the chance to know u fully and treat u better than Ley treated u. If that doesn’t work, just learn to treat yourself better than anyone can do— it is something u can do for yourself. I love you kaz, don’t gave up on us.