A letter from Jun 19, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hi babyyyy, How are things with us right now? How did this past year go? Hope we are still dreaming and achieving those dreams💓 Did we get in???😭 To ASA??? Baby please tell me we did cause I'm going crazy rn waiting on that Decision letter!! (Been checking my mail Every 5 seconds😭) How was the Experience? I know we just recently graduated? Hope we took every opportunity By the hornnnnn! Babe we cannot sleep on this!! Ouuuuuu what of our dream school Stanford? Yale? What did you pick girllllll ( IK I'm being delusional😂 But a girl can only dream pls😂😭) Anywaysss wherever we are going this summer, IK we would definitely love it! And remember you worked hard, You even cried harderrrrrrr😛, but you kept showing up! You are strong, you are beautiful and you are kind. Your failures sometimes seem like they define you, but it will pass baby you have the whole word ahead of you. Your big dreaming heart will get to live the life she Envisions by God's grace! God, hope we are in a better place with him? I know we are trying and it's been hard. But he loves you, we know this don't we? Always! And he's got you too, always! And You have friends that love you, might not always seem like there is anyone sometimes, but they are there. Ik we love to fight our battles alone, cry silently till we feel better, muffle those screams till our chest hurts. But I also know we would love to share it with someone else. We want to give our all to that one true friend that will see you, the real you without reproach or even the slightest hint of judgment in her eyes. We want to face the world with her and basically do life. I hope with Everything in our precious heart that you get all your heart thinks but words can't form. I hope with everything in me that you do not get to cry as much as I did. I hope with every ounce of my being that you find someone that finally sees you. I hope our parents would finally stop and listen! We know we will never do it but we still think of it "what if I just..." "will they listen then?" Baby I guess we'll never know🥺 ENOUGH OF THIS SAD TALK! How was our day my queennnnnn Ouuuu and remember to go all out Make beautiful editssssss Do those trendssssss Use that olivia Rodrigo's song "I'll blow out the candles happy birthday to me.... I'm only 19" For some reason I sang this non stop at our 18th😂😂 But pls use it babes HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET GIRL I PRAY 19 TREATS YOU WELL SWIII YOU DESERVE THE WORLD!💓