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Hi love❤️,
Today, June 3, 2025, I found myself looking into your life again. Yes, I "stalked" your socials, re-read our old messages, and saw what you and she are sharing. That's when the sadness truly hit me. I see her love for you, how proud and open she is, and I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy – that should have been me. While a part of me is happy for you, my heart is still broken, and that won't change. I'm not angry at you or her, but I miss you deeply. So many "what ifs" fill my mind and heart. I love you so much, even though most of the time, i want you back. some days, i hate you.
I still wonder why you left on a random Sunday, October 22, 2023. I felt completely betrayed, and so disappointed by what you did. There was no response, and I never even tried to talk about it or beg for answers. I don't know if I was at fault. We were still talking, but you were already with her so fast. (sya pala yung kinikita patago😢) I was mad at first, but I didn't hold onto anger for either of you. This is the first time I'm really writing down how I feel about it all. It's been two years and seven months, and it still hurts, it haunts me. I can't move on. I still miss you, I still love you. I don't know when I'll stop holding on, because I'm still clinging to your promises, our stories, our shared emotions, feelings, and the vibe we had. We barely started, and it was over. I know you loved me and my dogs but you didn't fight for us. You knew all my family problems, and you were there to protect me, to find solutions. I miss that concern so much. I knew your stories and i want to know your stories in your life again:(
I truly hope that someday, when I read this again, I'll finally be able to move on and accept that some things just aren't meant to be. I hope I can stop thinking about you, missing you, and loving you so much – sana mauntog na ko sa katotohanan HAHAHA. I don't know what else to say, but I hope I've crossed your mind sometimes, and that you still think of me. I won't unfriend you on my socials, though I did delete our conversations on IG. I miss our interactions on our shared posts, our playful teasing, our "kulitans." I miss you, my love. I hope one day, things become clear to me, and I find the answers to all my unsaid questions. you left me hanging. Yet, I'm still here.
This is the end of my letter. I loved you, and I miss you, my love, my red spidey☹️
Love,G
Today, June 3, 2025, I found myself looking into your life again. Yes, I "stalked" your socials, re-read our old messages, and saw what you and she are sharing. That's when the sadness truly hit me. I see her love for you, how proud and open she is, and I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy – that should have been me. While a part of me is happy for you, my heart is still broken, and that won't change. I'm not angry at you or her, but I miss you deeply. So many "what ifs" fill my mind and heart. I love you so much, even though most of the time, i want you back. some days, i hate you.
I still wonder why you left on a random Sunday, October 22, 2023. I felt completely betrayed, and so disappointed by what you did. There was no response, and I never even tried to talk about it or beg for answers. I don't know if I was at fault. We were still talking, but you were already with her so fast. (sya pala yung kinikita patago😢) I was mad at first, but I didn't hold onto anger for either of you. This is the first time I'm really writing down how I feel about it all. It's been two years and seven months, and it still hurts, it haunts me. I can't move on. I still miss you, I still love you. I don't know when I'll stop holding on, because I'm still clinging to your promises, our stories, our shared emotions, feelings, and the vibe we had. We barely started, and it was over. I know you loved me and my dogs but you didn't fight for us. You knew all my family problems, and you were there to protect me, to find solutions. I miss that concern so much. I knew your stories and i want to know your stories in your life again:(
I truly hope that someday, when I read this again, I'll finally be able to move on and accept that some things just aren't meant to be. I hope I can stop thinking about you, missing you, and loving you so much – sana mauntog na ko sa katotohanan HAHAHA. I don't know what else to say, but I hope I've crossed your mind sometimes, and that you still think of me. I won't unfriend you on my socials, though I did delete our conversations on IG. I miss our interactions on our shared posts, our playful teasing, our "kulitans." I miss you, my love. I hope one day, things become clear to me, and I find the answers to all my unsaid questions. you left me hanging. Yet, I'm still here.
This is the end of my letter. I loved you, and I miss you, my love, my red spidey☹️
Love,G
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