A letter from Jun 17, 2025

Dear future me, I don’t even know what to write because I’m pretty sure I wrote one in year 8 for year 11 but then it got lost. I’m kind of curious what it said now ngl but I guess we’ll never know💔 this one better not get lost tho . I’m gonna make a letter and send it to myself every year so I’m sending on now , in year 10 , and year 11. Everything has been so conflicting recently , sometimes I feel like I’m the happiest person ever and other times I barely have any motivation to even keep myself going . Recently it’s felt like I don’t even have a reason to keep going and I’m just existing . I’ve never had a close relationship with mumma and papa , I’ve never had a best friend who was just mine , I’ve lost my ability to trust anybody at all and I can never be fully open anymore at all and it’s eating away at me. I hope in a years time now you’ve found solace in someone and they’ll treat u how you’ve always wanted to be , like your their number one and not just a side piece. I hope you’ve learnt that the only way you’ll get something or someone to stop is by standing up for yourself . Some people will never change unless u make them aware of what to change . Some people are so oblivious to other people and don’t see anybody’s issues beyond their own . I hope you learn it’s not your responsibility to try and fix them and make them have sympathy . That’s on them and if they want to learn or not is NOT ON YOU . You are a good person . Sometimes it might not feel like it and sometimes you might think that your not doing enough but if it’s ur best then it’s enough . You will find the people for you one day . Even if it’s not now you’ll find your friends who u can tell anything to and do everything with , you’ll find friends who don’t put u down and confuse u , you’ll find happiness which won’t just be from other things or people , you’ll find happiness within urself and I hope in a years time you’ve got that. I hope in a years time you’ll practice what u tell others and start valuing yourself . It’s hard now but it doesn’t have to be hard forever. Your really strong , so strong and you’ve been through so much u didn’t deserve , it wasn’t your fault . I hope your happy and I hope your healthy . From me