A letter from June 17th, 2025

Dear FutureMe,
hello love ,I haven't done this in a long time and I don't mean writing a letter I mean writing a letter just because I'm happy .
You must have forgotten what happened and are now wondering what I'm talking about. Im talking about clain , our current boyfriend ,is he still there or did you listen to my words when I first said he was just for the summer ,but idk he makes me happy and at peace when we're together,he's sweet but maybe I'm wrong or I'm overthinking this ,idk if I love him lov him or if it's just an obsession 
I have alot of things to say but I can't find the words to do that ,which is weird Ikikik
well the group chat was a success at least for now there's almost 300members and that is good I'm not as lonely as I was before im not depressed anymore 
I started working out or starving myself for the perfect body I hope it was worth it (well thats the only depressing part) 
enough about me how does our future look like is it all laughs and smiles ,how is university life like I hope I gave us a good start , I hope you're good and smile like rn just smile babe life is better that whatever it is you might be going through be happy for future us please I don't want you to get wrinkles this early you're barely 18 ,okay that's it I hope the rest of your day is amaizing I hope the friends you have are amazing I hope life goes better for us I hope you're healthy 
xoxoxoxo,...your past self