A letter from Jun 16, 2025

Dear FutureMe, It's 22.29 on a Monday and it's the last day that I am ever going to be a 30 year old. Seems crazy doesn't it? I am going to turn 31 tomorrow and although it feels daunting, I am also glad to have reached this age. Growing old is a blessing. I am too tired coz I went to court,finished early, washed my clothes and washed the house because I don't want to turn 31 in a dirty house lol. I've been having one of those times when I can't do any chores and I'm glad the feeling is gone. I really should see a therapist abt this because it can be too worrisome sometimes. I also need a washing machine badly. Hopefully when you read this,you'll be having one. I know you will. You always do❤️. Even though 30 had some hiccups like fatty liver disease,pcos,extreme weight gain and calcaneal spur,I really had fun. I gained more confidence in my work,got my own court,travelled to Mombasa and Uganda,got a passport and started seeing a dermatologist frequently. I'm honestly so proud of myself because I have achieved alot in this one year. I always promise myself that I will get a birthday photoshoot and go for a vacat but I never get around to do it because it always seems that I am broke around that time and this year is no different 💔. But I have promised myself that I will do better next year and all the years that come after. I really need to make my day special. This year I did try by getting myself a cake and the one to prepare it was to deliver it to me today but she hasn't said anything and I am honestly too tired to ask. A lesson learnt in not doing business with friends or colleagues. I am going to give her a benefit of doubt and hope that she will deliver it tomorrow. Anyway,I won't allow that to ruin my day so I am gonna thank the universe again for my parents,siblings friends,life,work,good health etc. I have so much gratitude for my life and I pray that it continues getting better . I did apply for a scholarship and I pray that it is successful because God know how much I have been manifesting a ln all paid for scholarship. I know and believe that it's possible. I failed to learn how to swim but I promise to do it by the time you read this letter. I wanna ask; Did you get the scholarship? Did you learn how to swim? Did you get a birthday photoshoot, Did you book a vacation? Did you finally try waxing? Did you sort our your money issues? Have you seen a therapist? And lastly I know this is weird but have you by any chance gotten into a relationship or tried? Whatever the answer is,I am still proud of you and will always be there you❤️. Happy birthday Linda❤️🥳. You deserve all the best things you wish for and many more. All the best in your 31. Till we meet again 💋