A letter from June 15th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, You've made a lot of accomplishments already this year and I'm proud of you. I've been fighting battles in my head for many years now and I'm happy to say I've done enough work. I'm ready to slow down further in the process of becoming me. Do you still get an accelerated heart rate for when you think of your passions? Do you still think it's anxiety? Or do you know that it's excitement that hasn't found a place to go yet? Lol typing this is out tells me that I already know. I guess my real question is, how well have you began to channel it? We are just on the brink of discovering this so I can only imagine how far we've come. I love you very deeply and I'm sorry that we were hurt so badly so young. Till you started to stand up for yourself and regain your power. You have always deserved the best. Are you still with JP? You met him May 12th 2025. He's an amazing character with beautiful attributes. A wonderful outlook on life. Right now it's hard for me to feel things out because I'm having little mini panick attacks. I feel like I could scream. That might just be what we need to release this trapped energy. I love you, from- Past you