A letter from Jun 13, 2025

Today would be one year since that day Dear ash, 2 days ago was the best day ever of my life, my long term dream of going abroad came true and I went on a date with you it was so good, that I just felt like you were something worth sacrificing myself for, that the way and power of love. Losing myself in ways that I have never known. I am more than all this, I thought there was some miracle would see us through, I felt like love is something you had to fight for, but you are not someone worth fighting for. I knew I always knew that we would never work out, we were just so different, I have my whole life and career ahead of me, I got a lot to do, a lot to achieve but you don't even have anything in your life figured out, I know it shouldnt matter but here I am. I cant write this in my diary I don't want anyone to know about you. I wish you would find someone good, I am not the one, I would have tried but I thank god that I didn't. All those hours of labour, locks and ceilings in the shade of how you were feeling, just for a glimpse of your smile and just an hour of sunshine, that would be pretty much my life with you. I am lonely in this life, but its not you. I pray and hope that I would find love someday and it would not feel this bad so consuming of me. This is my goodbye to you I liked every moment with you, but I tried my best and I cant anymore, I am tired, I need time to recover and go back to living my life before you Best regards Me