I’m done.

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Im exhausted. Im a wreck. My body’s betraying me and so’s my mind. 21 exams done. 3 left. Summers gonna be terrible. I will have no one to talk to, nothing to look forward to. I have no friends. I still need to pick my A-levels. My eyes feel heavy. I need to sleep. But I can’t. I revise every minute of every day. I get up at 5am and revise again. I revise until I sleep at 11. I can’t do this anymore. If I disappeared, no one would notice. Revise. Exam. Revise. Exam. That’s all my life is right now. Not even eat sleep revise repeat because I don’t have time to eat or sleep. I’m too nervous before exams to even eat. I have no breaks anymore. I’ve had 6 exams this week, not a days break. Last week? Same, not a days break. Every time I’ve seen my friends have breaks, I’ve been doing an exam. I haven’t slept properly in weeks. I put so much effort in that I’m drained. Constantly. This effort has to amount to something. It can’t be nothing. This pain and sacrifice can’t go to waste. 
Iz

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