A letter from June 12th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Im waiting for my birthday now listening to Nectry&antent - leave your memories behind, I felt like crying today while listening to we hug now , Its the moment of acceptance that I will only and always remain a memory in everyone's head, It is funny how time flies fast to the point that our wonded heart can't tell when did it heal, our present actions turned into memories and  I can hear the echoes of the songs we sang together also feel the pride in me as If I finally freed myself, July 6th is a really cool number , I wonder why was I actually sad about something I committed ? It hurts true but now that I'm fixing my relationship with myself I finally realized my own mistakes there ,But i know for sure and thankfully it was never my fault, but i will accept the mistakes i committed and rebuild, I was never ashamed, but to be honest the only thing i missed was Pompommon my little baby .I miss him so bad , I hope I get to see him in heaven ( it is an egg) , Love you , Take care and I will publish this one because why not? .