A letter from Jun 12, 2025

Dear FutureMe and Hannan, Today, I saw you following a female influencer (it’s nothing new but it hit me really hard this time bcz she’s pretty), @mahaktvs .. I was devastated when I saw that, broken to million pieces, again! It really hurts :( why do you do this to me.. I keep trying so much to be with you, I keep struggling, it’s been 8 months since you broke up with me :( I cried so much seeing you follow her.. maybe you’re doing this to hurt me purposely so that I forget you. But I cant :( I miss my hunnie so much :( I want him back so badly :( I wonder how I’d be doing a year later, when we receive these letters… will I be able to make it till then? Will I be with you? Or will I give up on my life? You were the best thing everrr happened to me a year back. But now, you’re being my nightmare, no cap :( I usually have nightmares and I cry so much, seeing you in my dreams, longing you, wanting you back, but all the doors seem to be closed…why hannan :( why did you do this to me?? I STILL LOVE YOU :( I STILL MISS YOU :( I STILL WANT YOU BADLY :( I STILL NEED YOU MY LOVE :( I WANNA KISS YOU :( I WANNA HUG YOU TIGHHHTT :( MISS ME BACK LOVE ME BACK WANT ME BACK HOLD ME BACK COME BACK TO ME :( Hunnie :( COME BACK I DON’T WANNA LIVE IN THIS WORLD WITHOUT YOU :( WHY AREN’T YOU SO PASSIONATE ABOUT ME?? You chose yourself over me? :( I love you my hunnie jaan :( Hannaaaan Hannnaaaaaaannnnn I LOVEEEEE YOUUUUU WAPIS AAAAO NA MERI JAAAN :( MERI JAAAAAN :(( MERI JAAAANNN :(( MERI JAANNN :( 💔💔💔 I wonder where I would stand one year from now… will I forgive you? Will I be satisfied with your decision? Will I still love you and want you back? Will I still cry for you? Will I still be broken? Will I make it out alive and live for myself? I don’t wanna continue living without you anymore… I always thought of giving up, but waited, thinking maybe this month we would be back together? Or maybe the upcoming month? Hunnie, if I ever die, remember, I truly loved you, I truly loved my hunnie babie, I truly loved my hunnie jaan ❤ I still don’t use this heart and 😘 this emoji for anyone else than you… I miss you I miss you very deeply But I extremely resent the thought of you interacting or following any other women….EXTREMELY :( It hurts me to ***** :( Bye for now I hope you love me back and come back to me someday soon…cant wait for that day… even imagining it brings me so much joy....I miss my hunnie, my life, my little happy world :( I hope someday, you realise how much I wanted you...I hope someday, these painful cries reach to my hunnie's ears... they never did until now..... I miss you hunnie, I miss us so much.......