A letter from June 8th, 2025

Peaceful right?

hi, my love! how are you? we are still kinda anxious about the results of our ca achievement test, but we have alternative plans which makes days bearable.
june 4, 2025. i ended a beautiful connection that i had with tantan. he is by far the guy i most liked romantically, but i just feel like we are not.. or 'i' am not yet ready to establish a relationship like you knoww involving ****** activity; it scares the hell out of me. but aside from that, i reaaaally like him and made nice memories with him that i will forever cherish. making him a letter sa notes made me doubt if is it just infatuation, but one thing's clear, i must not yearn (not yet) for something i am yet incapable of handling. nevertheless, i am grateful to have known and held him and i am hoping that he'll soon have the life he talked about having. he made my prerev season endurable; he felt like a breath of fresh air.
oh but i just remembered. i thought last night na if i will pass this program on time, i think i will reach out to him and talk with our most honest selves, but if not, i will just pass. buuut i really don't know na right now. i will ask God soon.
uhmm this is like an impulsive letter hehe just wanna write u something time after time because wouldn't it feel heartwarming to receive a letter from your past self? :>
i shall end this with— pls pls keep going and work for the life that you are always praying for. better days ahead for angels like you— with God's providence! 💛

Epilogue

10 months later

hi! from 10 months ahead of you❤️‍🩹im sorry for writing just now when i am at my lowest. and never thought of reaching out when i achieved a lot.

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Whti htese am i iaysle yntreurcl bceusae naht’ev tnaw nad ’its flal tplse eevn ipsnrgail way, fi tey o,t an’ct tjus aesepl 454: i lla teh uhthtgos i. In lnefegi nosbibg otsl nwo cso os am fo rercae i ym. Tgyeihenrv i h-apnhyiggi so cauebes fo flet uxestdaeh eidrdna nad a ltef omtsal boj i. Hte enve i ssoanre name eprorlpy tconna. .
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Tub asw stlo job ma is ahwt eerh ot ie’v guysdnti sa yh-naihiggp ahtt evnre i sa tnoeahr telf to neeb orf too i tsju dnfi are,ys shti leaetdr ecadstliii.
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Igrth? xerenpeiec ,wno as haev i i isht i enrlyisec ludhso fylsem erisae eb gseus own on ’ist to as usseg yealr aosl btrtee. Si no eerht ahtt escussc tvgineroh. Eht ’its i yb at atth htwa veeriuns npoti otn elik oesm tefydlniie ot eb eeecerpnxi adveofr lwli. Epcla ni its i reexepcnie dna olss juts a lony be acn toin tseb mlogo fro rtenhvigey anc ot ot fo lafl olswrd idnf time smese and thob hwere nad teh esirmop nda we ni fo to revidop p,leac sleossn es,usg ’ist ehrwe uritlfhg uclk be. .
🩹️❤‍ ahde uyo stpa to tnelge.
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Geacr eth of adn eoplep rhtamw u tihw uoy got iwht nad eht aalswy uyo this ecpoenv,ird fo od auornd osd’g rsueco eikl. Ot esssy!s pxrolee oh gif?inhgt rdolw hsti gliht arhte twhi rueonldwf a tihiggnf!. N!aem.

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