A letter from June 8th, 2025

Peaceful right?

hi, my love! how are you? we are still kinda anxious about the results of our ca achievement test, but we have alternative plans which makes days bearable.
june 4, 2025. i ended a beautiful connection that i had with tantan. he is by far the guy i most liked romantically, but i just feel like we are not.. or 'i' am not yet ready to establish a relationship like you knoww involving ****** activity; it scares the hell out of me. but aside from that, i reaaaally like him and made nice memories with him that i will forever cherish. making him a letter sa notes made me doubt if is it just infatuation, but one thing's clear, i must not yearn (not yet) for something i am yet incapable of handling. nevertheless, i am grateful to have known and held him and i am hoping that he'll soon have the life he talked about having. he made my prerev season endurable; he felt like a breath of fresh air.
oh but i just remembered. i thought last night na if i will pass this program on time, i think i will reach out to him and talk with our most honest selves, but if not, i will just pass. buuut i really don't know na right now. i will ask God soon.
uhmm this is like an impulsive letter hehe just wanna write u something time after time because wouldn't it feel heartwarming to receive a letter from your past self? :>
i shall end this with— pls pls keep going and work for the life that you are always praying for. better days ahead for angels like you— with God's providence! 💛

Epilogue

10 months later

hi! from 10 months ahead of you❤️‍🩹im sorry for writing just now when i am at my lowest. and never thought of reaching out when i achieved a lot.

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Am i rilapnisg tjus anhvet’ twih if i elaesp thsgohtu nluertcyr lla ,to lfla etshe elpts the i’st :454 enve eebcsua i yte way, t’can nda awnt sieyal. Ni solt i fo ym cos own ma gnfieel ceerar so obisgbn. Ojb os fo dna udtsxeaeh ytvierngeh nag-hiyihpg i daeindr etfl tfel a tlamso uebecsa i. Even ntocan i oanssre enma eth yorpprel. .
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Ojb twha taht laedrte heer i saw am for utb ggiphnyahi- left enbe as v’ie y,sera as to idtgysun sjtu ot too leiiitcasd ohraent idnf i never si itsh lost.
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Be usegs ’its ebrtte ot i ihst now, eahv yrinseelc i pencieeexr osla i eryla htgi?r lhusdo lyemfs sa onw as guess no irasee. Heert on taht si sueccss rniogtvhe. Orfvdae to yb be the at eunesrvi ponit ekil ilyeietndf exrceneepi ahwt tno atth i soem llwi its’. Tobh siporme cpeneerxie ot to tbse lsos hrewe allf lgoom dan a be i nac dpveior slowrd nda for cpela nfid ,ssgue etim esems of the egethvyrni cna to t’is jtsu ylon ni eb dan nad we in el,acp ltfgihur herew fo sit slseosn otin cklu. .
Uoy aehd ❤️‍🩹 past to eglnet.
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Whoel imayfl i udnf wre’e hfw leba dan !lyeadra orme woleh rfo m,uch ptu a rou cmuaadeultc rou pu eh😊y raye asw ubt nto jbo), it htis ncet r’ayse ro ot wree htevna’ oikrwng noe oru tup a a arpt be plhe uor hatt uylfl snhgupi ayer am otn oionlgk eopss isht grad pca,re was weohl ill fsle urs,e a nccycuanaot it for ni we rahnoet ,anvi from oeingyncntc rof enudfd rdudeaagt ’evwe 50k0 huthogr oru job ifsereh tbu aegnetnmma of fo tlliet vedsa we ahve orf ,eys( ntgih’s ot utb eay,r (ew ew isnelg fmor aadc duehsp rou othhgu as,wy singu to bs weve’ dah ssel ️e🩹❤de‍eg🥹r ngccatioun wno rftsi. Adn vnigli ni ca ebieevl radnuo an heva yliad ,😊) unfedd yufll uro tesoh owh now, cspea dna esned yaalws thoer htat ot )ev,lrsueso 9 we teg enph,o thomns (’uve eth atht feifrednt nwo adn e’wve uor tnasw fo in cpa etwadn rfo sf!fut adn the ofr litte ’reew fro whti aer evornsis ugdedarp lal tlppoa gigno us we.
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Ekli wthi you od nad ywsala epeopl the tshi tgo dan u teh wthi greac fo uordna gs’od ocedvipr,ne sureco fo rtmhwa yuo. Pxerloe s!esssy gigtn!ifh oh to ithw owdlr glthi teahr tish felndwruo a nihtif?gg. E!nma.

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