A letter from June 8th, 2025

Peaceful right?

hi, my love! how are you? we are still kinda anxious about the results of our ca achievement test, but we have alternative plans which makes days bearable.
june 4, 2025. i ended a beautiful connection that i had with tantan. he is by far the guy i most liked romantically, but i just feel like we are not.. or 'i' am not yet ready to establish a relationship like you knoww involving ****** activity; it scares the hell out of me. but aside from that, i reaaaally like him and made nice memories with him that i will forever cherish. making him a letter sa notes made me doubt if is it just infatuation, but one thing's clear, i must not yearn (not yet) for something i am yet incapable of handling. nevertheless, i am grateful to have known and held him and i am hoping that he'll soon have the life he talked about having. he made my prerev season endurable; he felt like a breath of fresh air.
oh but i just remembered. i thought last night na if i will pass this program on time, i think i will reach out to him and talk with our most honest selves, but if not, i will just pass. buuut i really don't know na right now. i will ask God soon.
uhmm this is like an impulsive letter hehe just wanna write u something time after time because wouldn't it feel heartwarming to receive a letter from your past self? :>
i shall end this with— pls pls keep going and work for the life that you are always praying for. better days ahead for angels like you— with God's providence! 💛

Epilogue

10 months later

hi! from 10 months ahead of you❤️‍🩹im sorry for writing just now when i am at my lowest. and never thought of reaching out when i achieved a lot.

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I tutgshoh sjut w,ya ngslripia 445: ot, the’vna ilasey htiw twan tselp eselpa if yte alfl lal eth catn’ i i’ts i beasecu nda nvee tunrecrly these ma. My wno lots os ni soc erraec gibnbos i of fenielg am. Iyentghrev aesebcu eflt gg-pnyhhiai os i i a nda lotsma eflt jbo niedrad texeauhds of. Errypolp neev i osernsa cnaotn teh aenm. .
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Sa ictalideis si ot ’eiv rfo i tslo hwta tdeaerl eraotnh btu as eyr,sa htta too dfni ot eerh stuj bjo ftel neeb stih asw ysuigntd i ma ngypihiag-h eervn.
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As i ssueg be usegs ot gthi?r no peiceeernx iersae uhdsol i as t’is sith i won loas won, retetb lyare aveh iceynesrl eslmfy. Is on that rtehe scsuecs ivogenrht. Mseo illw i cnerxeeepi i’st otn pinot be ot iekl vfearod evrnisue eth htta ahtw yb at neydfltiei. Eynhrgietv ofr juts nac of ldwrso ,lpcae nda nda infd iotn het sit nepcexerie oolmg of btho nca in to eb we gu,sse nad allf a hrewe weerh btse vrioepd ot onyl esmse sols s’ti gihlurft nda kucl ot pmieors i be mite nslseso in calep. .
🩹️❤‍ ehda uoy engtle to past.
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Eth and tiwh uyo fo crage ysalaw mhtwar teh of urdnao nad loepep hist ogt oyu sd’go htiw crne,oidpve klie u do scoure. Hiwt wdrlo ropxeel onwurdefl tng!ihfig a light herta t?higngfi ot esys!ss thsi ho. Ne!ma.

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