A letter from June 8th, 2025

Peaceful right?

hi, my love! how are you? we are still kinda anxious about the results of our ca achievement test, but we have alternative plans which makes days bearable.
june 4, 2025. i ended a beautiful connection that i had with tantan. he is by far the guy i most liked romantically, but i just feel like we are not.. or 'i' am not yet ready to establish a relationship like you knoww involving ****** activity; it scares the hell out of me. but aside from that, i reaaaally like him and made nice memories with him that i will forever cherish. making him a letter sa notes made me doubt if is it just infatuation, but one thing's clear, i must not yearn (not yet) for something i am yet incapable of handling. nevertheless, i am grateful to have known and held him and i am hoping that he'll soon have the life he talked about having. he made my prerev season endurable; he felt like a breath of fresh air.
oh but i just remembered. i thought last night na if i will pass this program on time, i think i will reach out to him and talk with our most honest selves, but if not, i will just pass. buuut i really don't know na right now. i will ask God soon.
uhmm this is like an impulsive letter hehe just wanna write u something time after time because wouldn't it feel heartwarming to receive a letter from your past self? :>
i shall end this with— pls pls keep going and work for the life that you are always praying for. better days ahead for angels like you— with God's providence! 💛

Epilogue

10 months later

hi! from 10 months ahead of you❤️‍🩹im sorry for writing just now when i am at my lowest. and never thought of reaching out when i achieved a lot.

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Hgtousth ma ,awy ety the ithw saeily i nylertcru stehe to, fi splet 445: i asceube s’ti all lsaeep atnw nda ct’an vnae’ht iprgnsail i flal neev jtus. Rercae bisnogb tsol ma sco nglieef ym of ni i won os. Etfl heeadxuts i os a bacuese i mslaot itngehvery obj irnedda adn fo gynpi-gaihh eflt. Reoplryp tnaonc neam i eth enev rseanos. .
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Eneb left utb eehr ojb tsju y,aers to dsialcieti i rof am ot ldeaetr -hagyhngiip i as lsto fdin oto sa twah ntgduiys aehntor aws shit i’ve hatt is veenr.
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Esyrlceni no sduhlo i gsues t’si elyar ot i be o,nw suges ieesar i xreepiecne nwo as ?rhigt hvea osal sa mfsley shti ttebre. Theer is on erhntvogi tath sucescs. Esom i eiesnruv ta hte be llwi ipnto tahw sti’ kiel iexnepreec to ahtt teneyifldi by oaefvrd nto. Eu,gss fulrhigt lacep rdeoipv i ofr can esbt dna wrodsl cna dna htob ot lfal we and adn yehrgvtine fo usjt in ot a remsiop tion oolmg nssloes ietm erehw eb uklc ni of oyln smese its pricneexee ssol to be eewrh eac,lp tsi’ fdni the. .
Yuo aspt teelng ot ❤️🩹‍ ahde.
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Ayalws wtih u het twamhr go’sd thiw fo of do oyu ndaour ovcpedine,r uoy teh adn polpee gto srouce htis lkei nad acerg. Sess!ys iwth ewodrflnu taehr gitlh ?fhigintg a rloeexp lwdro isht ni!ggthfi oh ot. Me!an.

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