A letter from June 8th, 2025

Peaceful right?

hi, my love! how are you? we are still kinda anxious about the results of our ca achievement test, but we have alternative plans which makes days bearable.
june 4, 2025. i ended a beautiful connection that i had with tantan. he is by far the guy i most liked romantically, but i just feel like we are not.. or 'i' am not yet ready to establish a relationship like you knoww involving ****** activity; it scares the hell out of me. but aside from that, i reaaaally like him and made nice memories with him that i will forever cherish. making him a letter sa notes made me doubt if is it just infatuation, but one thing's clear, i must not yearn (not yet) for something i am yet incapable of handling. nevertheless, i am grateful to have known and held him and i am hoping that he'll soon have the life he talked about having. he made my prerev season endurable; he felt like a breath of fresh air.
oh but i just remembered. i thought last night na if i will pass this program on time, i think i will reach out to him and talk with our most honest selves, but if not, i will just pass. buuut i really don't know na right now. i will ask God soon.
uhmm this is like an impulsive letter hehe just wanna write u something time after time because wouldn't it feel heartwarming to receive a letter from your past self? :>
i shall end this with— pls pls keep going and work for the life that you are always praying for. better days ahead for angels like you— with God's providence! 💛

Epilogue

10 months later

hi! from 10 months ahead of you❤️‍🩹im sorry for writing just now when i am at my lowest. and never thought of reaching out when i achieved a lot.

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Am lgasnipri twna i tcna’ 445: nda i epseal eth ,way teseh neve i fi ysaiel eaebcsu ’ahevtn lal ety jstu llaf ts’i osuththg t,o nyrltcreu elspt whit. In fo ocs ym i tsol ibnsgbo wno lgeefni so ma eaercr. -agghnihipy of ndreida terneviygh i i a bjo fetl lsmtoa uaeecbs letf sateduxeh os dna. Tnocna eopryrlp even the rsaenos maen i. .
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Y,arse is eeatdlr i as ’vie tbu tyisdnug reeh i oslt am shit as ot fro ot boj thta nbee hnpygiiga-h ditaiescli athw naohret tjus nifd rveen was oot eltf.
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Retteb ohulds oals eseira i onw, relya i tish to mfsely eyernslci on nwo th?irg ti’s be cpeeinexer as ssgeu heav i sa ssuge. Si tgovinehr cecssus eerht on taht. By be atth vefdroa tnipo awth ueivenrs ilwl ftlediyine omes to i ta ceeieeprxn s’ti keli not teh. Nda eewrh ntio eb ssol lgmoo of fall a fidn to diopver sit’ can bets ew rmspoei eeexcpienr ordswl tmie nad be nca rlgfthiu the in elacp nad i juts ewreh to esems nda ,eusgs hotb ot rvnythgeei of aplce, its oyln ni orf cukl slsneso. .
Deha ouy to astp enltge ️🩹‍❤.
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R,aey or cyoncatnauc utp eon cmcladauteu (we ylluf lesngi dna tshi ospes up am ti rou ew punshgi lil won limyfa rof nto oerm dcaa arpt pduesh a uor slef kwgirno rhghtou utp gdar inegccntony se,(y we reac,p tureddaga nto we eb oelwh ittell ’gtsnih yws,a a rlae!yad swa hfw hye😊 oklnigo nocignatuc in vtahen’ ev’ew a it 00k5 aevh ohnarte weer ojb ofr tub ayre ntec us,er ormf ewlho insgu hriefse uor sels eve’w dsvea sb for hatt blae to mrof ot htsi of anvi, erya atmegnemna dunedf cmhu, elwoh tbu ot asw rwee’ our hgohtu hpel orf ️e❤‍e🩹g🥹rde had ey’sar i our tsfir dnuf uor tub a of jbo,). Htiw lla nohpe, inogg us dupargde wno nad fro aer of ac ohw nwo, toehs esulesr)vo, nda rfo wdnate fudnde in snosveir teh aondur ,😊) epcas dna oru ew flylu ofr ebeleiv sneed awasyl thsnom e’vew tath nrfedifet lttie egt tf!suf vhea 9 an ni pca ylida to wnats het apltpo rhteo lniigv we uro v(’eu dna ewre’ ttah.
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Dso’g and nda elik cied,erpvon mhtawr sywala fo eacgr uanrdo of teh ouy twih oeeplp teh osceru u do ouy iwht tog itsh. Wdrlo ghilt a ihst i!hfgintg pxerole ot wtih nrwlfdeou oh s!eysss teahr ?htigifng. Nem!a.

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