A letter from June 8th, 2025

Peaceful right?

hi, my love! how are you? we are still kinda anxious about the results of our ca achievement test, but we have alternative plans which makes days bearable.
june 4, 2025. i ended a beautiful connection that i had with tantan. he is by far the guy i most liked romantically, but i just feel like we are not.. or 'i' am not yet ready to establish a relationship like you knoww involving ****** activity; it scares the hell out of me. but aside from that, i reaaaally like him and made nice memories with him that i will forever cherish. making him a letter sa notes made me doubt if is it just infatuation, but one thing's clear, i must not yearn (not yet) for something i am yet incapable of handling. nevertheless, i am grateful to have known and held him and i am hoping that he'll soon have the life he talked about having. he made my prerev season endurable; he felt like a breath of fresh air.
oh but i just remembered. i thought last night na if i will pass this program on time, i think i will reach out to him and talk with our most honest selves, but if not, i will just pass. buuut i really don't know na right now. i will ask God soon.
uhmm this is like an impulsive letter hehe just wanna write u something time after time because wouldn't it feel heartwarming to receive a letter from your past self? :>
i shall end this with— pls pls keep going and work for the life that you are always praying for. better days ahead for angels like you— with God's providence! 💛

Epilogue

10 months later

hi! from 10 months ahead of you❤️‍🩹im sorry for writing just now when i am at my lowest. and never thought of reaching out when i achieved a lot.

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Am i eaysli i wtih stuj ehste fall nwta if ot, wa,y het csebuae st’i i :454 thaenv’ eyt nad urrelnytc spelt igslirapn gthohtus nvee plasee cnat’ all. Am nwo siobngb rareec ielfgne fo ni tols os sco ym i. Nda eddarni vgienytreh i obj ph-hynagigi a of beesauc letf os ltef i lastmo txsadeueh. Teh i errypopl amen catnno eevn ssoenra. .
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Tusnidgy i dnfi si as i as ayiphhigng- eya,sr to siht tsju here tslo rntohea too wsa ie’v waht evrne btu ttah asiicietld obj am bene to ardleet fro left.
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Laeyr ’tis udhols egsus hvea cpnxreeiee cereinlsy nwo g?thri i be no bteter ieaesr oasl fmsyle as no,w i as ot gusse ihts i. Rhnevgiot ahtt no is ehtre ucssesc. Ont to eenusvir ielk rfevoda yb i inpto at i’st ahtt eht htaw be illw ircnepxeee ifnedelyit omes. Si’t smees i adn epcla sosesln fo be nca tiem juts be cna adn fo for a neierpeexc we to lfla dlosrw ndfi dpvreio inot irtlhufg hbot tesb sols oglom e,sgus htrgeineyv tis ni eehwr in eht to lep,ca nad noly to kulc and hwere mpsireo. .
Atps 🩹️❤‍ uyo adeh ot ngeelt.
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Dah ubt a,ysw fudn romf lnsgei wsa hepl ohartne m,uhc (sey, our ni e,rus dundef thhugo a rpat cauontycnac ont nda a ruo fyilam ofr omre of uaucelcamdt it hye😊 neo lli elowh stnh’gi edsva to ma aws a ’rewe fehiers oru rfo ofr up tfsri opses fsle our anvhet’ we vhae oruhght 5k00 oknriwg it ae’rsy dagr ro ot bela btu ruo wno ngcnciaout wv’ee elhwo sb oru depshu ,ianv to ihts vwee’ utp for c,aerp ookinlg puginhs essl raey aegmaemnnt ryae, e‍e️gde🥹r❤🩹 utp little i ew fmro w(e eladr!ay erwe fluly ton a job cada wolhe be fhw uedtaagrd yonetncgcin sguni tub oj,)b fo tath isht we yare ncet. Ear e’rew onhmts dan iinvgl uor dyila naswt thwi su ofr eaddugrp nda and in eeifrdftn 😊,) an reoth spcea vw’ee alasyw vhae lebeevi ohw vue’( to lal hte ofr fulyl we snveoisr our lttei oduanr ),lsvresoue ofr ac seedn noigg poe,nh paotlp in ewtand ,now f!ufts ew ahtt tge wno hteso cap dfndue of the adn 9 atth.
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Of ogt gdos’ eppleo aylwsa do eucsor dna uyo rpeedvco,in eht tish arecg trmawh u fo rdnauo lkie whit nad uoy het twhi. Gg!hfitni oedfnlwru oh rolpexe lodwr hist a ntifiggh? to ltghi reath syses!s thwi. Amen!.

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