A letter from June 8th, 2025

Time Travelled — 6 months

Peaceful right?

hi, my love! how are you? we are still kinda anxious about the results of our ca achievement test, but we have alternative plans which makes days bearable. 
june 4, 2025. i ended a beautiful connection that i had with tantan. he is by far the guy i most liked romantically, but i just feel like we are not.. or 'i' am not yet ready to establish a relationship like you knoww involving ****** activity; it scares the hell out of me. but aside from that, i reaaaally like him and made nice memories with him that i will forever cherish. making him a letter sa notes made me doubt if is it just infatuation, but one thing's clear, i must not yearn (not yet) for something i am yet incapable of handling. nevertheless, i am grateful to have known and held him and i am hoping that he'll soon have the life he talked about having. he made my prerev season endurable; he felt like a breath of fresh air.
oh but i just remembered. i thought last night na if i will pass this program on time, i think i will reach out to him and talk with our most honest selves, but if not, i will just pass. buuut i really don't know na right now. i will ask God soon.
uhmm this is like an impulsive letter hehe just wanna write u something time after time because wouldn't it feel heartwarming to receive a letter from your past self? :>
i shall end this with— pls pls keep going and work for the life that you are always praying for. better days ahead for angels like you— with God's providence! 💛

Epilogue

10 months later

hi! from 10 months ahead of you❤️‍🩹im sorry for writing just now when i am at my lowest. and never thought of reaching out when i achieved a lot.

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I 544: usbacee yte elaeps lal thiw yaw, thousgth tne’hav uynrtcerl htese linriasgp nawt o,t fi i allf tepsl yseali neev nad eth utsj i ’sti am ’cnat. Geiefnl ibosbng acerer am i fo nwo in osc tosl os ym. Iedardn eusacbe ernhgetyiv felt boj pi-ghnhgyia i tsomal fo a flte dna os dsaheuxet i. Rsnsoae tconan mnea rpyrploe i teh enev. .
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As dnif gnyipah-ghi lsidatciie i ot si lredtae wsa utb i nuysgitd hnreaot ujst lots es,ray am been hist oto sa etfl htat ve’i job ofr to tawh evern eehr.
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As eb no own, haev lyaer odslhu ihts to uesgs nwo etbert ielycrsne as erecnpxiee slao ist’ egssu i iaseer i rgh?ti elfsmy i. Hatt sucscse is hovtierng no erhte. Oiptn teh ’ist ilke ieyfitdlne i eb by vedoraf ta rveeisnu to lwli otn mseo atth cepnreeiex what. Grufhitl to afll we yoln and nda adn epdrovi in and stbe be esems ncrxeeipee a find cukl anc onti swrldo rewhe pcela onslsse to in fo tiem erhwe igynevethr sjut ist be ,sesgu sosl orf to nac ecapl, mieorps s’ti molog i tobh teh fo. .
Ehda ‍️❤🩹 to eltnge yuo ptsa.
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Ti howle i ma it prat wsa orf asw ehav adh up ugspihn ️er🩹e❤g🥹de‍ wgiknor bael a ofr lil ew uhsdep ro hefersi ai,vn 😊hye ginloko hwf hsn’gti stih sels rmof to lefs orf cepr,a otn fo rfo uor owhle tnce eyra ’weev lmueaccutda ghutho w,sya ni boj ayer )j,ob m,uhc uro ttah eys,( htis ptu w(e eerw ot ubt uor dfdnue leltti nonetigycnc hwloe a nda erw’e 500k snegli dtgrudeaa lyluf ’vhnate gocnuitnac ruo moer hghtoru htoaenr esdav lyafim we !rdleaya a eb ospse e’wve won mofr cdaa tbu ue,sr our sfitr eno but ngius tno anmetengam we to aseyr’ oru rgda tup lehp a ,erya fo tycccaonuan sb ufdn. Ttiel rae iiglvn 9 ni llfyu lla ca for leibeev sdnee hwo cpa for htta won tge nieossrv have ee’vw tohse tfdfrieen ngogi aiyld apptlo su e’rwe op,hen we dna aewndt )ssul,evero pegarddu rfo dna ftu!fs csepa wtsna nodura nda ),😊 nda htta eht wo,n aylaws hte ot fo an motsnh ufndde v’(eu ni uro ihwt ruo treho ew.
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Aegrc ,piconverde the with whti you sith yuo odaunr nda u d’gso of wasaly adn eplpoe ersouc of ogt liek rmhwta teh od. Seyss!s fnhiggi!t ludwnerof ihts aterh dlwro wthi oh gilht a ot ?nhfgiitg lpeeorx. Ane!m.

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