A letter from Jun 07, 2025

Dear Yanapieee, How's Elon University? Are you happy with your body yet? Has your dream changed? There is so much I wonder about concerning you. Right now, things are as uncertain as they can get. Or at least it feels like it. I am currently stressed out of my mind because my zoom meeting to make my schedule didn't work?! I emailed the people and haven't gotten a response yet. And that is pretty much how I feel about my entire life right now. Like I prepared for something that I really wasn't prepared for, and now I am pleading for a response to make things work anyways. I feel like I've always done this. I hope I've changed for you. I have like 10 pages left in my first junk journal. Please tell me you are still journaling. I really hope that you are. I added some pages to my music journal. I did my hair, and picked at my face, and sang to tws performance videos. Right now, they have just ended countdown promotions. I hope that they are doing well in the future alongside me. Growing with me just as I hoped for last summer. Back to life. The main point of this email was to see if you've grown from how ******* awful things are right now. HAS THERE BEEN A REAL CEASEFIRE? IS TRUMP STILL IN OFFICE? Crazy that I even care about such things. Anyways...I hope your job is going well for you! And that you're making serious bank for fun things! What else should I say hmm...now I am going to ask a **** ton of questions and talk about some current stats so that you can see your growth! I know you like stuff like this, cause I sure do LMAO. Are you still friends with Camille, and the rest of the girls? Did you guys have that beach trip? Do you still like Malcolm Todd (I feel like you should...)? Did you find that nerd you wanted yet? Do you go to the gym? Have you kept collecting Hirono's? Is your mental health okay (as in can you function properly and have less depressive moods)? Do you think I was ugly? Are you eating better? Do you have a healthy relationship with eyebrow razors, food, and your body? Do you treat yourself to get your nails done (DO IT)? Do you still love etsy? Have you been to a pride parade LMAO? Have you tried to unpack that gender thing, or are you okay with who you are and how you present youself? Current Stats: Favorite songs: 4Me 4Me by Malcolm Todd and Walk to Class by Malcolm Todd Favorite colors: baby pink, yellow, green, and baby blue Favorite fruits: strawberries and oranges Favorite book: A little life (I am insane, did you reread this or find something better/worse?) Favorite shows: Hannibal, Girl from nowhere, Saiki K, Squid Game Playlists on my phone: 29 Photos: 12,036 Followers on Insta (main): 325 Followers on Insta (spam): 95 Best friend: Camille Hair length: Shoulder (PLEASE GROW IT AND DO FUN THINGS WITH IT) Hobbies: junk journaling, listening to music, reading fanfiction and manhwas and books, watching traumatic movies, and overthinking I know this was a lot of information, so I just want to be sincere and say that I am so excited for you to be yourself, live your life freely, and learn new things about yourself. Continue to inspire me. I love you.