A letter from Jun 06, 2025

dear future me, hello! this is the younger you, 19yo hanifah hehe. i just wanna check if you and meme are still together. i know that it’s inevitable to go through hardships in a relationship. however, i want you to stay strong and never give up—i know how much u love meme so much that u took a lot of risks just to be with him. everytime u feel like letting go, just remember ur goals and dreams with him. u guys already planned a lot of things that you'll do in the future together—make it come true. u may fight a lot and go through a lot of misunderstandings, but that’s not a reason to let go of what u guys have. protect your relationship at all costs—keep saving it no matter what. don't ever let go of him. he might disappoint you at some point or make you cry, but hey... relationship isn’t all about happiness—it’s about surviving all the hindrances coming your way and being there for each other through ups and downs. u guys are still young and still learning how to love each other. please keep fighting, alright? you are strong cill, i know you're not the type of person that gives up easily. if ever you guys are not together anymore, take him back. take your baby back, cill. he’s the perfect guy for you and no one can tell me otherwise. i’m sure he misses you as well, even if the reason was he fell out of love. after all, meme keeps telling me that he will never ever lose feelings for me no matter what and he’ll love me until our deathbed. seriously, i’ll kick his *** if he gave up on u—he literally promised u that he will stay even if he’s drained. i mean, i get drained as well, but i always choose to stay. leaving was never an option for me—that’s why, he shouldn’t as well. that’ll make it fair, right? haa anyways, i hope u guys make it until both of u are ready to put some ring on it hehe. to my amazing boyfriend there, i love you soo soo sooo muchhh. even though we just had a fight earlier—i still love u the most. kissy kissy mwaaaa mwaa mwa mwaapsss:333