A letter from Jun 05, 2025

Dear FutureMe, hi self, how are you na? are you doing good na ba? did you learn how to let go of things na weren’t meant for you? 😆 kasi right now i’m still trying. i wasn’t ready to move forward right now without him, i don’t want to leave him pero kailangan e. i was so blinded by love. to the point na i was risking my life na just him to feel better, to feel good. i don’t wanna be an option to anyone anymore. pero at the same time sya pa rin talaga yung gusto ko, kahit na ginagawa nya kong option. kasi before i was really willing to risk everything e, yk that diba? kahit naman right now. pero sobrang tanga ko na e, pati mga kaibigan ko, they’ve been telling me to move forward na kasi i cannot change things by loving him harder. sa ngayon diko pa rin kaya pero, before the school year starts, i will let go of him na. i hope pag nakita mo to self, you’re already healed na. alam kong mahirap but pls, just please try your best. kasi marami pa namang iba jan and you are so young to waste your time on someone that wasn’t sure of you. stop blamming yourself for everything that had happened ha? focus on yourself. love yourself first muna ngayon stef ha? ☹️☹️☹️ naiiyak ako. hahahahaha kasi i wish i had someone to say these things to me, pero wala e. i only have me, myself. anyways, goodluck sayo self! i hope na makayanan mo ngang mag highest honor ngayong gr10. loveya, keep doing what u luv and i hope everything good comes your way !