A letter from Jun 04, 2025

So now you're 22 huh!? I hope this last year has been a challenging but healing year for you. right now, as the 21 year old grace; I'm getting ready to start school in the fall. I don't know how I'm feeling about it right now but I know for sure I'm excited to try it out. I'm hoping you're enjoying it! If not I hope you've either decided to stick with it or change to something similar because I'm over being at Safeway right now :0 Recently I dealt with the loss of our baby Christmas. So far it's been really tough but each day I'm learning how to cope with it and grieve him. Honestly it's really difficult and you know just as well as me... hehehehe.... just how hard it is and how empty I'm feeling right now. But I hope that at this point you've learned how much of a blessing he was to us, I hope this loss has become at least a little easier for you. I also hope that his flowers have gotten a good amount of time to settle in a bloom! Last thing regarding him, I know I haven't been able to go and talk to him yet, I'm sure I will in the future. But if we still haven't... or haven't in awhile. Go talk to our baby for me please. I hope that we've managed school and our job well! Life definitely has its way of kicking us in the *** lol. Now on to Zach! I hope you and him are going strong :) this year would be 3 years right!? I know that recently I've been trying to improve on my communication with him, so I hope you're still working on that and or have gotten used to it. He's really important to me, and I can't imagine not growing up with him out of my life. Hopefully at this time, maybe he's decided to go into flight school? He's been talking about it for awhile but seemed to get bumped out when the flight place never called him back for another flight :/ Even if he decides on something else, you better be supporting him through it all!! Hell, even if he decides to stay at Boeing, get that moneyyyyy LMAO whatever he decides, I just hope it makes him happy! Lastly, I hope you've been working on yourself this past year. I know school is probably stressful and work is always that way. But this loss of Chris has been really tough, and I know that at the end of the day; its okay to bawl your ******* eyes out and deal with the pain, grief, loss, whatever it is right up front. Like right now I love crying in the car for some reason lol. There's something about crying while driving somewhere to a song that makes me feel just a little better. I hope you're building now relationships around you, I know it's hard but sometimes you've gotta take a chance and send a **** text message! In the end, I hope this next year is good for you, the good ole 22 0_0 Stay safe, love yourself cutie. kick this next year in the ***!!! love you, 21 year old Grace <3