A letter from Jun 05, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I really don't like myself right now. I'm three weeks weed-free. I'm writing this the day after I had a huge meltdown. I just wanna be happy again, things have to get better because they were good a few moths ago. I don't know what happened. I'm so annoying and everyone says I'm annoying. I don't wanna be annoying anymore. Sometimes I wish I was different. More like a lot of the time. I've been told that I'm annoying all my life. Are we still getting called that? Do we feel prettier? My skin is really bad right now and my hair is bad too. I don't feel like me at all. I just wanna be Marz again. Please say I feel like Marz.