A letter from Jun 04, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I've written other letters to our future self set for 15 years and we are 22 right now. No job, no money, still in that young, broke and foolish period where everything keeps going topsy-turvy on you. I hope we would be a little stabilized in one year's time and you future self, you had better get a job by the time I find you. I want you to be strong, really strong. No more dressing broke! It's been our dream to wanna dress like a strong woman and I hope you achieve this lil fantasy of mine. I want you to be powerful inwards. No more depression, no more listening to crap words from your lil friends who are actually backward. You remember that ungrateful biatch, she had the nerve to say she expected to see us dressing cool and looking good than when we were in Uni. Did she forget how I slaved away for her, ensuring she wouldnt fail her assignments, tests, exam and graduate with a flying colour? Yet, she pretended not to know us on the day of graduation and months later, calling us broke and giving us a tip like a beggar. So much for fake besties. I hope you've learned your lesson not to keep dumbasses round you. Dad's always mad at you cos of how they be taking advantage of your kindness. You better toughen up when this letter finds you otherwise, I'll get really mad at you! You better stock up on your wardrope gal. Do you remember when we went to the bank and the bank security said we be looking like a nobody not knowing we already got a masters degree. Fools on her, that little biatch of a friend, yeah she's gotten a lil money but dont let it bother you! She changed her religion to be with a man so she isnt worthy of being your friend again! I hope you wont be swayed by her sweet words cos we easily get influenced by every Tom and Jerry around us. I hope you would learn from all your failures. Do you still want to write novels? We've been rejected 3 times on 3 platforms. Got 2 more trials and if this dont work, I'll quit. Dear future self, we always have fantastic plots in our head but unfortunately, people's quirks dont let us write what we want, we now gotta write what they want! Maybe, you wont be writing novels again and you wont be working for $5 every month! I hope you stop being lazy in learning new skills, we've failed at countless things and I hope you learn more so we keep failing until we know what works for us! Noone's gonna show us the way, we gotta discover it ourselves and I hope I'll be proud of your lil accomplishments if this letter reaches you? Are you still people-allergic? I know there's been a hike in fake humans everywhere but some folks are still nice. Give yourself a chance! If ever you feel down, remember the dream we had about being in a "shelled" place and you had stepped in as a soldier and everyone had either died with an incomplete body or died anyway! And the man who earned cash by gathering dead bodies he could find into his lil bag slung over his shoulders. when you approached him in the dream, he said, "You're the first person to come out of this place alive and complete." So always remember, we'll always come out strong. Your dreams always show you coming out strong so I believe in you! And forget about that foolish guy who dumped you for another lil biatch! its 2 years gone. I hope that when you get this letter, your mind is no longer doing automatic dump on you and always reminding you of them. They see a pearl and call it fish eye! Those fools. Future self, dont be bitter and vengeful like me pls, let it all go! Stop being emotional and grow up stronger! Walk with your head high and be proud of the little missy that you are! Hehehe! I'm still anticipating the letter we'll get in 2040 but as for this, you can get it in just 1 year. I really want to know if there's been any change in you so far?