A letter from Jun 04, 2025

Dear Sokar, I know I was selfish. I should’ve loved you more than anything but no one told me it would get this bad they reassured me you will be fine. I know u r better now maybe hopefuly in a better place playing and having fun. Please don’t hate me. Please. I am so sorry I don’t know how to love. I’m so sorry I hurt you. I am so sorry. I’ve never hated myself more. I have never felt so stupid. Please don’t hate me. I never meant to hurt you. I know you were confused. I am sorry I wasn’t thinking about you. Please forgive me. Please. Please forgive my ignorance but please also know I have never loved anyone as much as I loved u. I know it is too late but can you please get this. can u please remember our good moments. Please don’t hate me . I cant handle that