A letter from Jun 03, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hi ate anne, our litte middle child baby is now in legal age😫 aghh HAPPY LEGALITY ATE ANNE!! time so fast talaga, hays. Our baby is now 18 yrs old huhu🤧. I just want to say thank you- for everything you did for your self and for everyone who arounds you even though they didn't see those efforts that you gave for them:⁠'⁠( it's okay baby, they will realize those things that you did. Thank you for being patient even they see you as impatient person haha.. just wanna say thank you for everything. Honestly this future me letter is not just about greating and thankyou it's all about the lesson that i will write here (it's june 03, 2025 now here while writing this) . Everyone who arounds you is not real to you- a real friend for you is the person who will understand and gives you strength in so many ways. Yes, you have a lots of friends but do you know who's real to them? Do you know who's really cheering you up? Do you know who's really greatful that they have you? Do you know everything behind your back who's really protecting or backstabbing you? I hope in future you can answer those questions. If sometimes you feel alone and no one understands you it's okay coz you have me- just write again to your phone notepad and just rant... Give your self some time to feel peace and happy- it's okay to be alone, it's okay to take a break sometimes- if you feel that the world is against to you again just take a break. breath and eat ice cream coz i know ice cream can make your tears freeze and if that's not work then eat spicy noodle the luckyme spicy beef noodle coz i know that's your stress food reliever;') after those things clear your mind and sleep so that your body, soul, brain can relax. Don't hurt yourself, again if the world is against you😓 don't cut your wrist again baby coz their in the future you're not a kid anymore- you are 18 years old. You know what's bad and good to yourself, period. I hope when you turned 18 you and your brother is fully healed from everything that you talked and don't talked about.. i hope when you turn 18 you forgive yourself and everyone who hurt you. Forgive your parents from those hurtful words that they said to you. Forgive them from trashing off and wishing you to die like you're not there daughter... I hope you forgive your relatives to judging you from the things that they see even they didn't know the story. Forgive your friends to be not there for you when world's against you. Forgive your stepbrother from the words that he said to you. Forgive your kuya and his gf (ate) for not saving you to that hell house. Forgive your cousins for ********** you. Forgive your stepdad for raping you. Forgive everyone for hurting you. I can't have the peace that you want if you just forgive everyone- u will get the peace if you forgive your self too. Forgive your self for cutting your wrist, your neck, leegs, shoulder, also forgive yourself for taking a suicide in the 3rd floor room where you and your cousins have there the good memories. Forgive yourself, baby:)) before i end this i want you to say i forgive my self from everything:). i hope after you read this ate anne you forgive them and don't hurt yourself-you will a successful soon, okay? Just study hard, work hard and fight! And also i hope you fine someone who's willing to a risk for you, someonw who's gonna love you- how's the old you loves you so much, ate! Again, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BABY MIDDLE CHILD BABY! Your younger self is so proud of you and loves you so so so muchh! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, ANNE! BYEEE~ ME (the younger self anne)💜💜💜