A letter from Jun 02, 2025

Dear Future Tejashree, 21:30 Happy 14th Birthday! Gosh we're turning old. Today was my 13th Birthday! Im officially a teenager!! First to answer the questions: We sadly don't call with Darshika everyday it's really depressing. We always used to say we would be each others best friends forever but I dont even know if she considers me one of her best friends anymore. The last time I had a proper call with her was on HER birthday and it's been 5 whole months since then and she hasnt even said happy birthday to me. I honestly don't know what to do. My presents were okay I guess but they could have been better. The ones I liked the most were definitely Aditis. My birthday was at Fun forest. I invited Aditi, Sai, Parnika, Haun, Gauthami, Asenet, Aaryahi, Aaheli, Sailee, Hiran and Elakshi but the last 2 couldnt come. You could say that it was fun but it was really tiring and I honestly felt like crying halfway through the course cause of how hard it was. And hey! I did NOT cry while reading this 😒. (i cried earlier lol). And omg you were doing homework on your BIRTHDAY?!! Girl I can barely submit SUMMATIVES on time. Everything that happened in the past year This school year was probably the most life changing year of my life oml I dont even know where to start. First off, this was the first year ever that I was/am in a class without Darshika. I rlly rlly wish she hadnt moved away I miss her sm its not even funny. And the worst part is we barely even talk, Im pretty sure we've facetimed a grand total of 5-10 since she left. In the summer when I visit India im gonna visit her again and its gonna be SO freaking awkward. In the very few times that we did call she tells me about how amazing her school is and im like HELLO? what happened to the 8 years that we spent together at this school? I mean i get that our school is really REALLY crappy but you can't tell me you didn't get attached. Okay maybe im just projecting. tbh the only reason I still go to this school is cause im too emotionally attached to go to another school. Im one of the only like 3-5 people that went to this school since kindergarten. Anyways we're getting sidetracked lol. So everything that happened in the past year. Not only was/am I stuck in a class for the first time without my BFF, NONE of my other friends were/are in the same class either. My entire friend group (Aditi, Sai, Parnika, Elakshi) is in one class (MYP2c) while I was/am stuck in MYP2b. At the beginning of the year I quite literally thought my life was gonna end. Literally NO ONE from MYP1A is in 2b. And i mean NO ONE. This class is basically just MYP1B except without a few students, a few new students, and 2 students from 1a (me and this other dude called Dmitrii). woah im back (scrolled on tiktok for 2 hours lol now i have 57 minutes to write this letter before the clock hits midnight. So yeah, at the beginning of the year I was really lonely, I barely talked with the girls in my class, aprt from one girl who we'll get back to later. I used to look for my friends at lunch and snack and wait for them after every lesson and I used to spend my free periods all alone. Btw this was around the time I got a wattpad account. So anyways as the months passed and stuff I grew closer and closer with my classmates and now I feel like this might be one of my best school years. Ive made a bunch of new friends cuz of my new class: Haun, Gauthami, Aaheli, Sailee and I grew closer with Asenet who I already knew. Haun is who im closest with. Shes been here since last year but she was in the other class and I didnt talk to her at all. She might just be one of my best friends atp. Shes moving at the end of this year and now im sad again. Gauthami, Sailee and Aaheli are like a trio basically and sometimes Haun is with them too. Theres another reason why im so close with Haun- we basically have the same situation but slightly different. We both got seperated from our friend groups (her friend group is in 2a and mine is in 2c) except I am still best friends with my friends and I hang out with them at lunch and stuff but she sort of grew distant with her friends and now shes closer with our friend group (the 2b girls). Its crazy how many new friends and how much I changed over this school year. I went from being lonely to literally stressing out over which friend group to sit with at lunch. My main group has shrunk a lot. Darshika and Ria left and Hiran barely hangs out with us so shes like an honorary member. Parnika is growing more distant. Sai rejoined lol. RANDOM Also im known as one of the 2 'smart kids' in the class so thats something. Also I got my periods!! not yay. The first one was just 23 days after I wrote the last letter, June 25th 2024. Aaand I got a phone (again) yayy!! lets hope i dont lose it again lol. This year was honestly an emotional rollercoaster. I got 2 of my swimming diplomas that ive been struggling with for the past 2 years. A lot of my friends start swearing except me and Aditi. Oh and btw im like super close with Aditi and shes probably my new bsf. I guess its maybe cuz she reminds me so much of Darshika. Right now I go to 8 classes: Tamil, Hockey (x3), Bharathantyam, Music, Chess, Swimming. FANDOMS I've joined so sooo many new fandoms and I found a new obsession. You know what im talking about. The moment. The ICON. The LEGENDARY BFDI!! and a bunch of other object shows like inanimate insanity n stuff. I love Gelatin (and you better too) hes my comfort character. Also Alan Beckerrr. I love these little stickmen sm. As for games, Ive had 2 major phases. First there was the bee swarm sim phase. I first started playing bss 4 the winter spotlight event but then after the event I came back to it and I was absolutely HOOKED. Like I genuinely dont know how I played this game so much. I think the phase ended like around a month and a half ago after beesmas ended. My playtime in that game is literally 8 DAYS. HELP. Right now im in my crk phase. I started playing on 22 April so its been around a month and a half. The game is genuinely so good like WHAT? where was this all my life. Its free and no ads and theres graphics, animations and omg dont even get me started on the LORE. My favs r definitely shadow milk cookie and Milky Way cookie and pavlova cookie. MUSIC: So basically my music taste is WAY better than before. Before my music taste was basically just white girl music and songs that heard on youtube shorts. Then I started listening to more Taylor Swift albums and actually found a bunch of good songs. I also like olivia and sabrina now. You know the lady who made Primadonna? her name is MARINA and I love her sm. I listened to a few of her other songs and I am obsessed. Shes literally my wallpaper rn. And also ive been getting into kpop recently. Basically all of the girls in my class r obsessed with kpop so its impossible to avoid it. Plus on top of that Haun is literally korean. In particualr i like this group called TXT. I know like around 40 of ftheir songs and they r literally the only group I Stan. BONUS: I almost forgot but WE'RE TEMPORARILY MOVING IN AUGUST (i think) AAAAHHH. Im actually so sadi dont wanna leave this house. Heres random stuff about me rn and we'll see if I'm still the same later: Top Spotify Artists: Taylor Swift, TXT, MARINA, Sabrina Carpenter, Olivia Rodrigo Fav song: Numb little bug Fav color: Blue (obvi!! you better have the same fav 😡) Friends list: Darshika? Aditi, Haun, Elakshi, Parnika, Sai, Hiran, Ria, Asenet, Gauthami, Aaheli, Sailee Comfort character: Gelatin Fav show: BFDI Fav game: Cookie run Kingdom (honorable mention: bee swarm simulator) QUESTIONS: Hows our relationship with Darshika? Hows our relationship with Haun? Whos your best friend? Do we still go to Hockey? Can we speak Tamil? How many classes do we go to? Are we done with swimming? How many friends so we have? Are we in a class with any of our friends? Whos your comfort character? (if you have one) How was your party? (if you had one yet) New fandoms? Friend group(s)? How is the other house? Is it better than this one? Top Spotify artists? Fav song? Fav show? Fav game? GOALS: Procastinate a lot less and try to finish work at least a day before due date. (this most likely wont happen but its worth a try lol) Drink more water!! (at least 2 liters a day) Keep room cleaner Try at least one food per week (you got this girl) Elevate style (style needs a major upgrade fr) Fix dead hair Fix dry lips (idk how bro) Make room more aesthetic and personal theres like a bunch more stuff i couldnt fit in here mb ill make another tmrw but idk k gn its 23:56 rn YOU GOT THIS GIRLIE STAY STRONG ITS ONLY 5 MORE YEARSS TIL YOU CAN FINALLY LEAVE THIS **** SHOW k ima go play cookie run Your truly, TEJASHREE Have a nice bday! (you better)