A letter from Jun 02, 2025

Hey Jasper, Things are really hard right now. I'm so confused right now. I know what I want in life and what I want to do. But I don't know who I am. I don't know what I am. I'm trying to figure it out, but its all so confusing. I'm talking to Leo about it tomorrow though. We're gonna have a picnic tomorrow. I hope Leo is in a better place when I'm reading this next year. Thats really all I want. I'm so worried all the time. Its hard not seeing or talking to him much. And its hard knowing this summer is going to look nothing like I thought it would two months ago before everything happened. How are things with dad? I currently hate the dude and don't see a future where I don't. I'm excited to graduate. But it makes me really sad for a lot of reasons. I wish I would be graduating with all the people I grew up with, even if we didn't like each other. I wish I got to do my final year of band. And most importantly, I wish I could have Leo with me for graduation. I miss him like hell. I hope I know who I am by the time you're reading this next year. I really do. Be good to yourself, you deserve it, Jasper