A letter from June 2nd, 2025

Dear FutureMe,

Hello love ,I hope all is well I'm writing this as an update to the letter last us left us exactly one year ago . I'm not sure how I could be able to face her since all she had hoped and dreamed of never got to happen ,I mean sure she'll be happy to know that we passed the knec exams but how do I tell her that no we still don't have a boyfriend even though she gave up on having one to focus on our studies hoping that we would have a better future how do I face that innocent soul and tell her that we're still lonely infact now more that ever ,how do I tell her that I have zero friends I stay inside most of the time and the only connection I have with people is from a WhatsApp group I created not long ago but even there I still feel like **** ,I'm being a people pleaser to those strangers so that they don't leave ,I'm pathetic ,you know why because I created two profiles on the group I talk to myself so much so that people don't think the group is boring and Leave ,how do I tell her that I'm sorry ,I'm sorry for everything ,how do I?? 
I hope that you're an updated version of me I hope that you'll have friends ,I hope that you're life is a blast ,I hope that you go on adventures,I hope that you have a close someone you can call a boyfriend,I hope that you forgive me for not being the best me possible I hope that.i hope that your life in uni is amazing,.

But even if you don't  just know that I don't blame you I know how hard it is trying to fit in and I'm sorry for not laying a strong foundation with our social and love life ,I'm sorry to bother past and future me for letting us down 
Have an amazing rest of the year and don't forget to update the future 
xoxo ......your past self 
and ps if you have people that are close to you don't forget to tell them how you value them.