A letter from May 31, 2025

Hai na, omg so weird!! Youre 28 NOW?!! literally in the middle of late 20s. let's celebrate how far you've come.. how do you feel now? feeling more relaxed? free? or what? i hope the burden on you feels less heavy, and you can breath with smile on your face. you know, i will never blame for who you are right now. i am very proud on every single step you take. you are still here now, reading this letter from me, your past. that is enough. did you get your master degree in china? or did you choose another way? last time (when i am writing this) you have plan for getting all of those ******* jobs (if you dont get the scholarship). or you did other amazing plans that hasn't been thought it yet? whatever it is, please be proud of what you are doing right now. i know that you always have tons of backup plans to enjoy your life. actually, we, right? hahahha because we are in the same body and thought T.T ... do you have someone? you know what i mean HAHAHAH i have no thought about it right now, because maybe god knows that i am not ready yet. but maybe 28-years-old of you is different xixixi okay, i hope you still doing your fav activities. drawing, creating something, documenting, loving, expressing yourself. please keep doing it for your insanity. i think thats all, thank you. and i love you by the way. always.