A letter from May 29, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I hope everything you have been working on has flourished. I hope you had your first drop. I hope you are an even better father than you are today. I hope you are happy because lord knows we struggle with that. I hope you are way more active than what you are and consistent with being active. I hope you gave yourself more grace. I hope you loved yourself more than we ever did. We struggle with that as well. I know you have trouble with letting go of her. That is the love of our life. But, hopefully you learned that everything has happened for a reason. I know you will always love her. At this time you have to love us more. If it was meant to be we will have another chance. I hope you are being a great co-parent (I know you are but still have to say it). I hope you didn't lose your kindness. That is our best trait. As I write this today on May 29th. I am broken, sad, anxious, lonely, and depressed. Jaxon needs his dad. He needs to see you happy. I hope when you read this you're in a better place. I hope you applied for a different position in the company. When you look back at this, I want you remember this is a turning point not a dead end. Please just be better. You and I both know we are our biggest critic. I LOVE YOU! FOREVER & ALWAYS, KC