A letter from May 29, 2025

Dear Future Jevon what is going on right now is I am in English ll class writing a letter for my future since the first day of school I've seen my friends from my freshman year last year and even made some new ones this year what I've had for lunch today was a parfait which is yogurt and fruit in a cup it tasted good some of the school lunches be terrible to be honest so some days I Just bring my own lunch like a sandwich but next year I'm thinking of bringing my own lunch like something bigger than a sandwich I haven't thought of what I wanted for next year yet, Tonight I'm going to be singing at the concert later tonight for my choir class, I am very excited about tomorrow because tomorrow evening I'm going to prom with my favorite person in the world and last week I went shopping at a fashion store to buy my suit the color of my suit is like a Pepsi blue because that is what color my favorite person is going to be wearing so I choose to match the same outfit color along with her. Some days were rough I've still remember all the bad choices that I've made back then but throughout these months (November, December, January, February, March, April And this month May) Since then and now today I've been doing very well for myself ever since I've had my new friends in my first new high school year since we were all freshmen and the friend's that I've had since sunset ridge middle school they are here at the high school and some of them moved to different school's but how I feel about me and my old friendships feel like they expired like I feel like I've feel like I'm done talking with my middle school friend's and changed myself a bit and giving my high school friends more attention than my middle school friends but how I feel about not talking to my middle school friends is not too bad because since I don't see them that much due to me being in the Special Education Classes I feel alright and newer because they were associates at first but then after a couple of months I started Developing some sort of friendship with them some of them are so needy like they target me more than anybody else but some friend's who target me I'm alright with it even with a female friend but what I don't feel comfortable is certain female friend's are so needy that they take it to another level but sometimes I am alright telling them how I feel about certain use of words that they say, Overall with myself I do alright certain things make me nervous certain things don't like a event I remember the time at my second unified track meet I was nervous because my grandmother was watching me and I didn't want her to watch me embarrass myself or anything but overall I let my confidence beat my nervousness and I did it the right way so by the end I felt proud and I also feel proud that I haven't Screwed up or anything for the last couple months So Im Proud of myself that I've passed my 10th Grade year of school I'm not ready for my 11th year of school but I'm taking it little by little day by day.