A letter from May 28, 2025

hey jas, omg its me from the past :0 anyway im gonna tell you a few things yipepepe 1. today is the 28th of may. its 5th period on a wednesday, and i'm in science. exams are next week and i'm pretty terrified. I have a validation test for science tomorrow but I cant lock in. 2. youre 14, 173cm tall, 65cm waist and 82.5cm hips. in a mid ponytail, your hair reaches your waist. 3. lets talk your mental health. well, its all over the place. youre really happy in your relationship, the happiest youve ever been in one (and its only 23 days) :)) hes the first boy you feel like youve ever loved. however, on the complete opposite of the spectrum, youre pretty depressed. self harm happens about once ever week, and you cry almost every day. Xavier just randomly messaged you calling you a piece of ****, so thats fun! lei is still haunting you, giving you looks from time to time, but they arent your problem anymore. you've been having these bad panic attacks where your throat closes up and chest feels tight, and you want to throw up but youre desperately scared of it. so yeah, the stress is pretty bad, and I have no doubt its probably not good for you right now either. anyway, i'll give you a few more facts about yourself as of right now. (i'm writing this segment at 7:30 pm on the same night because I dont want to lock in) - favourite song/s: pretty boy by p1h, são paulo by the weeknd, damage by hoshi, and thunder by seventeen (these are always changing though) - favourite food: chicken and cheese as always - future career desire: international cabin crew ughhhhh pleaseeeeee - desperately wanna beat blankendaal in italian - closest friends: kloe, sarah, noble, ryan hehe, nina, emily, angus, and as always, yourself - most worrying thing currently: exams :( what I want for the future :) - please still be dating ryan okay dont be an idiot - try and manage your stress and self harm - have travelled solo - be prettier or fix your acne - lose some weight - find something youre passionate about and STICK TO IT - be overall happy and try not to do things that'll stress you out too much - dont be so hard on yourself :) alright hate you as alwaysssss :)) i'll lock in for science now trust byeeee