A letter from May 27, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Right now its May 27, 2025 at exactly 3:50 AM. You are feeling a lot of emotions and most of them are clawing over you, you are sad over a lot of things whether its how you are living your life right now or how you didn't get to live the life you deserve when you were just a child. Right now you are not in tears, but in deep doubt of what are you gonna be in the future you want to be if not the first at least one of the scholars of your country in the family with the dream of being admitted to UP. Its not yet the start of your school year you are an upcoming grade 11 student in NCLC. You're feeling envious about many things and you are mourning everything you are not how you were not born in a family where everyone speak wealth, how you are not born in a family where there actually one a dad and a mom, how you often missed out on different things due to these circumstances, how you wish to have a normal life even not lavish and rich, you just wish to have a mother and a father by your side where they can at least say that they are here for you that you do not have to doubt yourself, that you are not living with your aunt, (but we are grateful to Tita April for taking care of us), that at least for once you know you did not ****** up your life for being so late in the roster. Your friends starting college while you're still in High School and not being in the same age group as your fellow scholar. Right now you are feeling a lot of emotion and This may not make sense in your future. I still hope you get that iPad Mini you've always wanted something you've actually wanted after knowing all your life that you cannot have any due to the circumstances of your life. I wish in the future you get to have that little gadget you've always wanted, that one little thing you have ever wished for in your life, that one little thing where you'll ask without any doubt. I hope in that future you started talking to our Mother, I also hope that she actually fix her life for the sake of your two little sisters. I hope you're doing great and I hope you're not feeling what I'm feeling right now as often. This letter ended at exactly 4:00 AM.