A letter from May 26th, 2025

Dear Future Me,
Hey from Japan. Do you miss it yet? Do remember all the **** we went through here? I hope you're doing good on that stuff. I hope you're more comfortable being alone, and aren't so focused on what other people are doing or thinking. I hope you're more in tune with yourself. I hope you know what your goals are, what your passions are, where your happiness comes from. I can't focus at all right now, I've got like a hundred things I should do, and I don't know which. I want you to know that I'm proud of you, and that I'm trying my best to make your life better. it's just hard right now. I'm curious to know how everything turned out. it feels like the biggest thing in the world right now. it feels like you had all your warmth and comfort stripped away from you. I wonder what you decided. **** bro, I don't envy that decision. I hope you're being kind to yourself. mistakes happen. just know that if you're any better than I am right now, you'll be okay. keep trying. I love you bro