A letter from May 24, 2025

happy birthday, lexi! hahaha probably sad ka ngayon (birthday blues) and sure akes na may pasok ka ngayon kasi wednesday. 😂😂 i wrote this months ago, during a time when you might have felt lost, tired, or unsure of everything. i don’t know what you’ve been through between then and now, pero alam ko na you’ve made it. and i'm so, so proud of you lexi. remember nung bakasyon na hindi ka nakakatulog kaka-overthink? the days na when you forced yourself to smile even though masakit? (kakagaling lang sa breakup. 😂) the moments when you wanted to give up, but chose to keep going? wala lang, pinaalala ko lang sayo para lalo kang umiyak hehe. 🫰i hope you’re not too hard on yourself today. i hope you’re surrounded by love. i hope na forgive mo na sarili mo for past mistakes, 🌷and i hope you’ve let go of what no longer serves you.🌷 ( ayan ha, i-highlight ko pa para sayo. baka bumalik ka nanaman. 😂) if nag cry ka recently, i hope it brought healing. if you're pagod, please rest. and if you’re doubting yourself, please wag, you are worth so much more than you realize. today is your birthday and i hope your taking a moment to appreciate yourself. can you believe it? i'm writing this months ahead, hoping na pag binasa mo 'to, you’ll be proud of the person you’ve become. nag send ako kasi feel ko naiyak ka ngayon and kailangan mo ng heartfelt message (feeling) anw, always do ur best in everything. i hope na 'wag ka mawalan ng pag-asa. i hope life is treating you well. i hope naalagaan mo sarili mo–mentally, emotionally, and physically. sana payagan mo na sarili mo to rest without feeling guilty. 😂 i hope you’ve laughed hard, cried when needed (wag yung hindi na ulit makaka hinga ha). celebrate yourself today, not just for growing older, but for growing better. you deserve happiness, rest, and all the love in the world. celebrate today like you deserve to be celebrated. you’ve made it through another year, and that's enough reason to be proud. i hope you’re smiling today, hindi lang dahil birthday mo but because nakaya mo. smile alexandraa, your past self is cheering for you, now and always. nakaka usap ko pa rin sina sam, i hope na may connection ka pa rin w them kasi homies mo sila. 🥹 i'll always be grateful sakanila.( andyan sila during your lowest ) anw, ano na balita dyan, honor ba 'ko nung g11? (feel ko hindi) wala pa rin trust sa sarili noh? sana meron na pag binabasa mo 'to. 😂 i-enjoy mo lang ngayong araw ++ mag aral ng ayos, okay? WAG MO KALIMUTAN MAG PRAY LAGII