A letter from May 23, 2025

dear future me, hi so right now I’m thinking a lot about scpa, I really hope that works out. im finding it really hard to find motivation to do piano. im also thinking about joining school of rock. i love straykids, txt, enhypen, and olivia rodrigo. im proud of how far I’ve come with everything I’ve been through. i need to lock in with my physical appearance and put more effort. im not sure who I am but im still trying to actively find a group of people/ things that feel like i belong. my room looks the same it has for like a year but i don’t have a lot of room left for posters and I don’t know what im going to do about that. my school is eastlake middle and im going to eastlake high but i hope thats going to change and i get into scpa. i don’t really go out but i hang out with jocelyn from time to time. i have like $60 to my name right now, my prized possessions are my vinyl’s and albums. i don’t read much and don’t think thats going to change over summer, im really getting into kpop again and still love olivia rodrigo. i watch modern family and me and my mom go to the movies alot. i literally do nothing. my favorite snack is strawberries maybe? lowkey don’t do anything on weekends. i really really really want to do singing lessons. the current people in my life id my mom, tata, jocelyn, allie, and yk those people. i really respect mrs, mojica. max is annoying me so bad currently i cant wait to not talk to him anymore. i think im going to join singing lessons one way or another and get closer with someone random. i want to be a real estate agent and i dont think i want to go to college and if i did i dont know which one i want to go to. im dreading for my mom to make a choice about scpa. WAIT HOW WAS STRAYKIDS OMG AND FINN. did i pass out? thats something stupid that would happen to me how close was i to finn? did i cry after straykids? did i get the newyork shirt? am i seeing p1harmony? ok sorry that was just a random thought. my goals are to go to scpa and im scared for highschool overall. change is scary and im not ready for that big of a change. i hope first semester highshool goes smooth then second semester i get accepted to scpa. i dont think college is going to be in my future, and i wanna get a cat and live in some random state but with infinite money and concerts.