A letter from May 23rd, 2025

Oh Akash, I hope you realize how much you’ve made me suffer—how you tore my heart apart and left me with a lifetime of pain and shame.It's been five years since I first knew you. You came, stayed the same, and left. Then in 2024, you returned—only to leave again—making me feel like I was never meant to be loved.It's almost been a year since our breakup and since we've had no contact. And yes, I’m doing fine… but sometimes, the anger rushes back. The flashbacks hit me out of nowhere and drag me down all over again.Where do I put this anger? What am I supposed to do with all this pain that's quietly ******* me?